Saturday, November 28, 2009
How?
I think I feel you calling me. I do not know though. So many things pull me in so many different ways. I have found life outside of you, but you are still there. Still calling me to you. Christ please make me more aware of the ways you are trying to bring me to you. I feel like I am concoiously unconcious...
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There is no life outside of Him. I think if we are all really honest we know that.
I agree 100%. I think the thing I have found "outside" of Christ is misery. I think my human stubbourness and my coping methods have become to strong and have partially convinced me that I have found something without him. I am miserable but I dont know if I can face going back to him knowing all that I have done and all that I am responsible for. I know I need to. I just get that feeling that the stress of having to face my mistakes is going to be to much. But why do I feel this way? I know the pure joy of forgiveness and the amazing graces that will come with facing my mistakes and admitting that I know what I have done wrong will make me that much more happy. I just need to get over MYSELF to help myself. Let the Lord guide me instead of driving. Driving your life without the Lord is like driving without a steering wheel...
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